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[29 Jul 2009|12:22am] i heard there was a secret chord that david played and it pleased the lord but you don't really care for music, do you well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth the minor fall and the major lift the baffled king composing hallelujah hallelujah... well your faith was strong but you needed proof you saw her bathing on the roof her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you she tied you to her kitchen chair she broke your throne and she cut your hair and from your lips she drew the hallelujah hallelujah... baby i've been here before i've seen this room and i've walked this floor i used to live alone before i knew you i've seen your flag on the marble arch but love is not a victory march it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah hallelujah... well there was a time when you let me know what's really going on below but now you never show that to me do you but remember when i moved in you and the holy dove was moving too and every breath we drew was hallelujah well, maybe there's a god above but all i've ever learned from love was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you it's not a cry that you hear at night it's not somebody who's seen the light it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah hallelujah... wake the fallen

cut up from "lightning crashes" by live [02 Nov 2008|02:41pm] her intentions fall to the floor the angel closes her eyes the confusion that was hers like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind forces pullin' from the center of the earth again I can feel it. wake the fallen

[17 Apr 2008|10:27pm] For I have sworn thee fair, and thought thee bright, Who art as black as hell, as dark as night. wake the fallen

[30 Mar 2008|12:29am] can't shake the feeling its completely primal wrenching making me sick twisted bottom out and bottoms up the primordial poet sucker punching you over and over sleeping now is such a sacred thing. ritualistic simulations of the time before existence. peaceful yet prodding. soon your time is up. soon your time is here. ready or not. wake the fallen

....still my heart beats so slow [24 Mar 2008|10:47pm] so slowly slow breathing slow thinking slow feeling curl up and shut it down drying in the sun on this sandy shoal uncurling again with the phases of the moon and the worship of the sun the water reclaims you infiltrates your soul swept away here it is again its so hard to explain. the nature of being. just as it is. and as it was. and will be. take it slowly, but fully and entirely breathe it in this thick salty air to rasp your lungs and heal the wounds a constant sting to let you know its working sleeping in the ship's sails climb down again to the horizon sink into its liquid confrontation 1 awaken|wake the fallen

et tu brute? [14 Mar 2008|06:55pm] i sold you and you sold me under the spreading chestnut tree. im pretty sure theres a rottenness in all of us the pit to every peach to betray the betrayer better yet than to get even love. and im going to do it like a fierce son of a bitch. wake the fallen

you make me feel like dying [10 Mar 2008|10:07pm] how quickly we oblige temptations falling through the cracks sand slipping through dry and broken fingers rings of time worn down pleasure a twisted smile buried six feet beneath wake the fallen

revamped, rerabied [29 Feb 2008|12:34am] twisted metallurgy stick a fork in it a white hot poker through the forehead mental metamorphosis wake up slap it on stick it to it swimming through an ocean of hot sticky sweat swamped thoughts molded memories fungus factory! --- started work today working with pups again shall be good, nice and busy I got asked to do a commission by some one in my silk screening class, so I'm pretty amped about that. I had a dream about satan in the form of a truly white trash fuck up. It was unglamorous and completely messed. evil is not nearly as pretty as its made out to be. wake the fallen

doodles and things [25 Feb 2008|12:34am] and heres some stuff ive done kinda recently: :) i want to draw all the time. wake the fallen

behold gopherbat [25 Feb 2008|12:27am] part gopher, part bat, all business: evolution just got rabid. wake the fallen

[21 Feb 2008|11:15pm] im trying this new thing called anti-procrastination its kind of funny. me trying to prepare ahead and all. once i get through chem ill be a lot more amped for the whole science focus thing. had my first ever drug test today. oh the joy of peeing in a cup. if all goes well i should be working at petsmart with the doggies at the pet hotel thingy. i still have weird dreams. i had an uber gnarly one not too long ago where i died like 3 teams in my dream and it was all call of duty warzone like and i was getting snipered in the face and watching people around me die. crazy. im going to attempt to sleep. my timing is all fucked up. excellent. wake the fallen

cliche cheese platter [13 Feb 2008|12:00am] when it comes down to it, im one lucky sunnofabitch to be here now. here. i have perhaps understated some of the things i have experienced in life. great beautiful and tragic, it never stops nonetheless. and i am thankful for everything. and i love every moment. and i really am going to start going to 8 am class. feeling tired and sitting through that shit is hardly a hardship. we are luckier than we'll ever know. im drawing again, and it feel fantastic. maybe when i get my scanner set up again ill scan some stuff in. peace! 1 awaken|wake the fallen

undertow [31 Jan 2008|02:59pm] gone under two times. I've been struck dumb by a voice that speaks from deep beneath the endless water. It's twice as clear as heaven, and twice as loud as reason. It's deep and rich like silt on a riverbed and just as neverending. the currents mouth below me opens up around me. suggests and beckons all while swallowing. It surrounds and drowns and swipes me away. But I'm so comfortable...Too comfortable. shut up shut up shut up shut up you're saturating me how could I let this bring me back to my knees third time and I've been baptized by your voice. it screams from deep beneath the cold black water. it's half as high as heaven half as clear as reason. cold and black like silt on a riverbed just as neverending Currents mouth below me, opens up around me suggests and beckons all while swallowing. It surrounds and drowns and swipes me away. But I'm so comfortable...Too comfortable. shut up shut up shut up shut up you're saturating me how could I let this happen Why don't you kill me, I am weak and numb and insignificant, How could i let this bring me back to my knees we fall in a euphoria. we fall in a euphoria. I'm back down. I'm in the undertow. I'm helpless and I'm awake. I'm in the undertow. I'll die beneath undertow. There doesn't seem no other way out of the undertow. euphoria. wake the fallen

resurrecting! [28 Jan 2008|11:10pm] when god gives you lemons.... you find a new god haha so life is pretty much crazy, but that much is obvious enough. I was taking 4 classes this quarter but as of one minute ago I am now taking 3 and I feel pretty relieved about that. Ochem is hefty enough as it is. I am taking a screen printing class this quarter at the crafts center, and its pretty rad so far. I still play too much WoW I still have metal bunniez and I'm still rockin' out :) 2 awaken|wake the fallen

[25 Apr 2007|05:03pm] I'm just full of bad ideas. take me back to the orchard. I'll die in your arms again. This time I won't go. 1 awaken|wake the fallen

[10 Apr 2007|11:44pm] Under the evening stars i walk The smell of cool, damp earth beneath my feet On a summer night, In the Orchard My car is parked down, side of the road Over the mountain, a red moon glows Soon the summer will be over, In the Orchard I've been to this place so many times Down roads and rows of dreams in my mind I'm walking through the trees, In the Orchard Still I see it, when I close my eyes When sleep's about to come after a restless night I go there in my dreams, Back to the Orchard The seasons of my life, I watched them pass The blossoms of spring fall, leaving only winter's naked branch I remember you and me, In the Orchard As the days of youth, slip farther from my grasp Still it haunts me, like a song i cant forget And now frost covers the ground, In the Orchard And when the spark of life is almost gone The seasons slow then stop, and I'll see spring no more It calls me into forever, In the Orchard The seasons of my life, I watch them pass The blossoms of spring fall, leaving only winter's naked branch; into forever... In the Orchard 1 awaken|wake the fallen

you asked about the rambling [29 Mar 2007|12:24am] We didn’t feel the same We’ll never feel the same. Again. You would be jaded too if you were shot in the face in your dreams. You wake up with your face still intact but something inside you has changed and there’s no going back. these things that linger in my head after a realistic dream of my dying heart and body. it lingers, corrupts, cleanses and leaves. such is the ritual. 1 awaken|wake the fallen

the weasel with the broken back [21 Mar 2007|09:24pm] what a funny thing to say 'hypocrisy is a funny thing' wake the fallen

[13 Mar 2007|10:49pm] what it boils down to is this: what has become so important to me needs to become less so and what has become less important to me needs to become more so fuck it all. i'm tired of trying to take care of others. Maybe that makes me selfish- but so fucking be it, I'm going to be a selfish bastard until I can figure this shit out. 1 awaken|wake the fallen

[12 Feb 2007|11:50pm] Mr. Gandhi- I beg to differ, 'an eye for an eye' does not make the whole world blind, I think that would make the whole world void of depth-perception, and I think this is worse than being blind. When you are blind your other senses beef up to help out and you 'see' the world in a whole new and beautiul way, but when you can't see the depth of the world we live in, everything becomes....flat. This is my argument. wake the fallen

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